Hear me out

This post is partly dedicated to you. You know who you are.


Stop being so pessmistic of life! The whole " if you know its gona turn out bad, why not f*** it" talk is just your excuse from running away from the real problem which is infront of you. I honestly don't know what you are going through right now, but one thing is for sure, friendship is not worth giving up just because you predict or think it would end up sour. Take a risk man, stop using logic to determine your actions cause even science and logic cant explain our existance on this earth. I used to be exactly like you, but not anymore. I learn that nothing is certain in life. Yes, it is human nature to slowly distant away, but true friends wont. Thats the difference. You aint the only one who is going through all this, in fact, millions and billions of people are, but thats life man. You just gota be willing to take that risk and live every second of your life to the max. And i will definitely give you that talk, so don't even try to run away from it. =.=


Moving on. Anyone who consider themself a male by sex. Yes, im talking about YOU if you have male genitals unless you feel that somehow you are a female trap in a male's body then ignore this post. Go listen to beyonce- If i were a boy. Still no effect? Ok, go screw urself now. =)



What my horoscope says today:




Scorpio
The Bottom Line
Speak your mind! You've done your share of being passive. It's time to be bossy.


In Detail
You're going to have a lot of fun asserting yourself today and speaking your mind! You've done your share of being passive and letting other people screw things up, so now you are ready to step up and tell folks how the show should be run! And everyone is going to be eager to hear what you have to say. Making waves suddenly doesn't seem so scary -- in fact, it seems like a heck of a great way to spend a day! So get out your surf board and get ready to hang ten.



So true!

Sorry for being harsh in the post. Take it as an advice.

Mukah Head

Enjoyed the trip alot. Thanks to Ping for inviting me along. Had free barbeque, free jetski, free boat ride, everything free! How cool is that?!!! The best part was i hardly did any of the 'cooking', only pealing the prawns. haha. Thank god the guys were real gentleman and they did all the bbq-ing and nasty job like killing the crabs not to mention Ping of course. She was like a small kid so excited about everything, from bbq-ing, killing the crab, to picking up life shells. Ewwwwwwwwww. They were wriggling about. Though many mosquitoes bite me ( hate those blood-suckers, i had like 20 bites or more), but it was one hell of an experience. I actually sat in a speed boat and Ping took over the captain's position for a while, but her driving was rocky, nearly muntah. ( I really did Ping =S). We also swam in the sea, but of course i was more into the food. Ping pulak so interested in collecting shells. I dont see anything fascinating about those creatures though. =S. Alright, i shall let the pictures speak for themself. Fun! Fun! Fun!

Ping taking part in the action to start a fire. ( I was somewhere eating cheese i think =p)

See! Im just standing around. Observing the guys start a fire. =D. I call that supervising.

I did some work too! Pealing prawns!!

Food !!

Yum. Yum!

Really wanna thank Ping for calling me along and to the guys for making it such a fun trip. I was actually rotting at home. At least now, i learn how to start the fire ( i think i know kua) and I definitely know what to bring to a beach which is near a jungle ( mosquitoe repellent!!!!!!).

I miss you

Friends do come and go. The close bond will eventually fade.

Close friends, thats what i considered them to be, now seem to be a distant away. I guess they have diverted their attention somewhere else, to someone more important, cause im afterall just a friend. I don't blame anyone for anything, and as a reminder, i am not feeling down or sad about all this, just dissapointed. People always say that friends come and go from our lifes, and in the end, whats left is just our family.

'Example 1:
When your friend is married, it is quite obvious that less and less time will be spent together.

Example 2:
When your friend have found someone special, he/she will eventually drift away from you and focus his/her attention to that person.

Example 3:
The bond is not as closely knit as before.

Example 4:
You have been replace by another friend.

I guess what im trying to say is, I miss you and I miss the fun times we had together. Those days might never come again, cause sooner or later, we will all go our seperate ways. Thanks for being that great friend even though the memories were short. Cheers to friendship.

A night to remember

All smiles for me tonight.

The happiest part of tonight is not really about my birthday, but the fact that they were there to celebrate it with me. Knowing that they remembered was a winning ticket for me already. Seriously, it is. Even a simple wish " happy birthday " was enough to brighten up my day ( wait , i mean night ) . I know that im bad at expressing my emotions, maybe thats why warren says i am "heartless". But seriously i am really really happy about everything. It made me felt that i did matter. Honestly, after going to nilai, i felt that i have become distant from my friends. That is one of the reasons why i am always so eager to know the latest news going on, i didn't want to be left out. I know that it would be hard to maintain that close bond as i did before, but i just had to try. This night made me realize that they are still the friends i knew then, and forever will be what i would call " great friends ". I wanna thank von, cecilia, warren, kelvin, su yang, shaun and colin for this night. I was about to have salad for supper and then head off to bed but instead it end up being one of the most memorable night ever. Thanks people, much love.

Owh yea, pai seh people, im bad at "layan" my guest. =S.

I would also like to take this chance to thank my friends over in Nilai for remembering my birthday and singing the birthday song + ang song + chocholates before i head home for Penang. Thanks alot. Lastly, i thank my dad for getting me a new phone. Though i coudn't really express how i felt when he gave it to me, he might even think i didnt really appreciate it, but dad, if only one day i had the courage to express myself, there is much for me to say to you. Actually there is much for me to say to everyone. Im still waiting for that day to arrived.

For now, im off to bed. Love them loads - cheers to friendship.

The workout

Just got back from gym, to be more precise, RPM workout. I've finally decided to try RPM - recommended by Christ. Apparently, it helps to tone up your legs. =) Its sad to know that after all the effort you have put in, 4 months, and you are as good as back to square one. No longer able to lift the same amount of weights I used to, no longer having the tone body, and worst of all, my stamina has decrease sharply. But i guess thats life, all i can do now is to make the best out of this 2 months. So, gym, swimming and weight gainers will be my top priority this holiday. Wish me luck on that people. ^^

Tagged by Von

1 ) At what age do you wish to marry?
- 25 to 28 will be an ideal age i suppose.

2 ) If you have the chance, what would you probably say to your beloved one?
-You know you love me. =D

3 ) If you were to be stranded on a desert island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you?
- Kelvin definitely. Master of food. I bet he can come up with a good meal even though its just made of leaves and bugs. lol
- Tzin Yee . She will have ways to get us off of the island.
- Aaron. He can sing, so at least i wont be deprived of music.

4 ) Where is the place you want to go the most and with whom?
- Sunny california! with Chace Crawford. ^^ ( i know im dreaming)

5 ) If you can have one dream to come true, what would it be?
- To have all my other dreams come true. I know im greedy. =P

6 ) Do you believe you can survive without money?
- Hell No. I need money to buy FOOD, which is like the most important and essential thing to me.

7 ) What are you afraid to lose the most?
- Love ones.

8 ) If you win 1 million, what would you do?
- Get the hell out of Inti Nilai and fly to U.S.

9 ) If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
- hmm..No. I know its my lost, but my pride is too high.

10 ) List out the good points of the person who tagged you.
- Von. I shall not. Cause this is someone who can become perasan easily if you praise her. LALALALALA.

11 ) What am i doing now?
- What do u think. =.=

12 ) Which type of person do you hate the most?
- Type A personality guys, and unsincere people.

13 ) What is your ambition?
- Go into investment or something lidat.

14 ) What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
- If he/she give me the bad aura.

15 ) What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
- Family, friends .

16 ) Are you a shopaholic or not?
- definitely.

17 ) What do you see when you look into a mirror?
- Me!!!

18 ) Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
- No one.

19 ) What is your desired age to lose ur virginity?
- After i get married. I am that old school.

20 ) What are you afraid of?
- Lizards!!!!

I tag NOBODY.haha

Tagged by KIDDO!

1. Whats your ambition?
To be a millionaire by the age of 25. =D
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2. How often do you think of committing suicide?
Never cross my mind. =.= I love my life, why give it away?

3. Do you think you have enough confidence?
Honestly, NO. I always have the thought that im never good enough.
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4. How many babies you want?
2. A boy and a girl. =)
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5. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Yes. cause i;ve seen it a few times before.

6. What is your goal for this year?
Do something productive, get a tone up body ( i see flabs now. =S ), get good grades !
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7. Do you believe in eternal love?
No for now, unless i meet Chace crawford then YESSS. =D
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8*. What do you say about your life now?
Great! Im on holiday!!! What more can i ask for? No classes, no bugs, no LIZARDS, no boring inti nilai's food. ^^

9. What feeling do you love most?
Happy feeling la duh..

10. What are the requirements you wish from the other half?
Lets see, good looks like Chace Crawford, committed, funny, a gentleman at times but at the same time someone who would challenge me.
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11. Is there anything u wanna tell the ppl u hate?
Nahh, since i cant say anything nice to them, i shall not waste my breath then.
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12. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Of course. I love every single one of my friends. Life woudnt be the same without them.

13. What does flying means to you?
Erm, FLYING?
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14. What do you crave for the most currently?
To watch HSM 3!

15. Where would your ultimate vacation spot be?
Sunny California!!
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16. Describe the person who tagged u in 7 words.
An evil evil evil evil KID indeed. " You know you love me" =)
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17. What have you done to yourself make yourself happy?
Sing and watch 90210 + Gossip girl! =D
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18. What will you become in another 10 years to come?
Hopefully

19. What is your lucky number?
10! Anyone who is my friend should know this. If you dont, you shall NOW.
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20. What is your favorite food?
Eggs!
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I tag:
Anyone who is bored!
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