Happy New Year, 2009

Farewell and goodbye 2008.

Flashing back memories of the past year, I realize it was actually a great year for me.

I'm ready to bring those happy moments along with me and embark on a new journey this new year, 2009. Will it be that great, fun, full of drama? I guess I'm about to find out. But one things for sure, it will definitely be different. I'm finally ready to leave the past where it belong, where it should have been all along. Whats the point of clinging on to something which will only lead to despair and disappointment? Whats the point of caring about friends who suddenly disappeared from your life and are no more than strangers to u? Blood is definitely thicker than water. But I do have friends I adore and love ( in a friendly way, before anyone jumps to the wrong conclusion ), and that's enough for me. Besides, whats the point of having friends who ain't erm TRUE? Pointless I would say. As i said, its a new year now, which also means new resolutions and experiences. Its a year to work hard ( less partying definitely), meet new people, play new games, participate in new activities and also to strengthen the bond with family and friends. =)


Okay, enough said about that. I shall start rambling about my New Year's Eve celebration. It started out early, me and mom went to Gurney to do some shopping. I end up getting a new wallet which was like RM85.40 -.-. Thank god for the vouchers, I ended up paying RM35.40 for it. =) Next bought mascara and a product called Dr. Feel Good from Benefit. Mom on the other hand bought 600 plus worth of skin care. @@. Crazy isn't it. She went into the shop without the intention of buying anything, in fact she was just accompanying me to buy my stuff, but.............


After shopping, had to rush back home to change and get ready for the night. Had BBQ and steamboat with Christ and her cousins. Then off we headed for UPR. As i expected, the crowd was horrible, pack like sardines. People were literally pushing each other in Mois. Met up with more friends there. It was nice seeing them though. Which made the whole situation much better. But it still wasn't as much fun compared to the other night. I guess clubbing twice just 3 days apart isn't the best idea. Definitely had enough of clubbing, so i shall stick with my 5 months plan from now on.


Pictures will be up soon if i can get my hand on those. So enjoy these first: ( btw, this are pics from the last clubbing trip )

Kodak moments

Here are some pictures to spice up my blog. Enjoy.

The cousin (Ash), The bro (Jas), The me.

Jakarta Trip - My family

Clubbing at Mois

From left: Ben, Christ, Me, Kelvin, Sam

From left: Christ, Me, Wan Hoe

More to come. Just waiting for Jen to send me. =)

Clubbing After 5 Months

Ever since I went to Ulu Land , I was practically cut off from all sorts of entertainment. Ok, maybe I'm exaggerating a little. So of course, clubs were no more a hang out spot i would go. Though i had breaks in between the 5 months, i didn't really gave it much thought to start hitting the clubs again. I kinda grew out of it. Maybe its due to all those frequent club trips I've gone earlier. But after 5 months living without it, and knowing that I wouldn't have the chance to go after another 5 long months or so, I grab the chance as soon as Christ ask me to go. =D

So, MOIS it was!

I'm so gona contradict myself from my previous post. =.=
I was rambling about how much i dislike clubs , people drunk, swearing, smoking etc. But yesterday was one awesome night for me. I don't know about the others, but it was for me though. I honestly didn't expect it to be that fun because for one, everyone wasn't going besides me and Christ plus kelvin and his friends whom are unknown to me.( They turn out to be really great people, friendly and nice. ) Later in the night, met more friends, That's when everything started to fall into place. The rest was history. And i literally mean HISTORY. Only one small part was missing though to complete this almost perfect night. But i guess that's life, nothings perfect. =)

5 more months to my next clubbing trip. Till then.....

Jakarta and Christmas Eve

Jakarta
All the fun had been overshadowed by the lost of my phone. Damn. Shall not elaborate further.

Christmas Eve
Well, it was alright. But i must say, most of my time was spend driving, to be more specific, sitting in the car due to the jam. Went to crown prince beach to meet up with von, grace, irene and cy. Then headed to upr in slippers. -.- Was later kick out of Mois for trying to sneak in. -.- Wasnt my idea to even step in. I thought everyone would be hanging outside at the bars or something, but everyone ended up in clubs. Honestly, after 5 months without clubbing, the scene at upr didnt appeal to me at all. People were drunk, fighting, swearing, smoking etc . The usual clubbing activities. I really wonder how could I have been so eager to go last time. Insaf. Insaf. About 2.30, decided to leave. Wasnt much to do there anyway. So home it was. Home sweet home. =)

Twlight

Twlight.

The first romance book that caught my attention and captured my heart.

I was extremely dissapointed by the movie at first. I had imagine the whole show to be different, for starters, eric wasnt supposed to be an Asian, but its good though at least they include minorities into the show. But the big let down was Bella. I love her in other shows, dont get me wrong, shes a great actress, but she didnt really fit the part as Bella. In my opinion, Bella is suppose to be more romantic and fragile. In the book, shes always fighting back her tears, pushing herself to Edward, nearly pass out several times when Edward holds her or kisses her, and she was suppose to be feeling sick and dizzy when Edward carried her on his back and ran through the forest. I love Rob Pattinson as Edward though. He was just so charming and hot in the show. Two thumbs up for him. =)

The second time rewatching Twlight was awesome! I went into the theatre without any high hopes, cleared my mind of all my imagination on this show and just let it flow. And it turn out superb! But i still coudnt accept Kristen as Bella. Kristen no doubt is one hot chic and extremely beautiful, but to me, she still lack that important assence to play Bella. Maybe if she tone down on the whole tough and cool act, then it'll be better. Thats just my opinion though. So to anyone who is a big fan of Kristen, please dont get offended.

Rob Pattinson - Edward Cullen

He was actually criticize by fans at first for being cast as Edward. Apparently, many didn't find him "hot" and "charming" enough to be Edward. But he definitely manage to pull it off in the show. What more can i say, his perfect. Actually Edward is. Sadly, his just a fictional character.

Kristen Stewart - Bella

As you can see, she's absolutely gorgeous. Unique in her own way. Definitely an amazing actress with great personal style except for her role in this movie. Sorry Kristen.

Taylor Laurtner - Jacab Black

His the werewolve. I adore him alot. He has the most amazing smile. E-news reported that he will not be sign to play Jacob in Moonlight. Apparently to them, he has a babyface. =.= Well, they are blind. I don't think anyone can be more suited for Jacob's part then Taylor. Look at his eyebrows and eyes! They are so wolve like. So, lets pray they dont replace him.

The kissing scene

The steamy kissing scene was cut out from the movie!!!!!!!! Our stupid local cinema cut off the best part of the movie. I was so looking forward to this scene and Potong! It was gone. sigh. She wasn't even wearing a bikini or anything. =.=

Overall is was a great movie. Definitely a show i woudnt mind watching over and over again. =D

Random

Crap. I've lost interest to continue my previous post. Maybe some other time.

Right now. Im dying to rewatch Twilight. Though to me it was a dissapointment - cause - I imagine Bella's character to be a little more emotional than what is potrayed. But before i make any judgements about her and give my verdict about the show, im gona rewatch it. After all, Edward Cullen ( Rob Pattinson) was absolutely charming in the show and he does dazzle people with those eyes of his.

Random

I hate reading romance novels with a happy ending. Actually, i've hated romance novels since like forever. Though i cant seem to pull myself out of the Twilight series addiction. Something about the love which exist betweeen a vampire and a normal human being really interest me though. And so, the moment i started reading the first book, Twilight, i just coudnt put it down nor let the book out of my side. I was reading it even when i was eating. As soon as i've finish the first, i've craved for the second. I coudn't even wait for a day to get my hands on the second book, New Moon and then the third, Eclipse. Now, all i need is the 4th book, Breaking Dawn. =)

Back to the part where i hate romantic novels. It gives people false hope. There is no such thing like a fairy tale ending, at least to me i don't believe in it. But in the book, it was perfect. I want my very own Edward Cullen. His charming without a doubt, mature, protective, romantic, strong, responsible, and most importantly, all he wants was for Bella to be happy, even if it means letting her go. He was even by her side to comfort her when she was weeping for another guy. I am thankful for one that i dream every single night, it allows me to live through my wildest fantasies. But once im awake, the dream is gone, and i fall back into reality again. My friend did say that "the one" is definitely out there, but the chance to feel really love isnt for everyone. Scary isnt it. Knowing that there is a possibility we woudnt be able to find true love. No wonder some are willing to settle for it even though they know its not forever.

TO BE CONTINUED..I'VE SUDD LOST MY MOTIVATION TO KEEP ON TYPING.

Hear me out

This post is partly dedicated to you. You know who you are.


Stop being so pessmistic of life! The whole " if you know its gona turn out bad, why not f*** it" talk is just your excuse from running away from the real problem which is infront of you. I honestly don't know what you are going through right now, but one thing is for sure, friendship is not worth giving up just because you predict or think it would end up sour. Take a risk man, stop using logic to determine your actions cause even science and logic cant explain our existance on this earth. I used to be exactly like you, but not anymore. I learn that nothing is certain in life. Yes, it is human nature to slowly distant away, but true friends wont. Thats the difference. You aint the only one who is going through all this, in fact, millions and billions of people are, but thats life man. You just gota be willing to take that risk and live every second of your life to the max. And i will definitely give you that talk, so don't even try to run away from it. =.=


Moving on. Anyone who consider themself a male by sex. Yes, im talking about YOU if you have male genitals unless you feel that somehow you are a female trap in a male's body then ignore this post. Go listen to beyonce- If i were a boy. Still no effect? Ok, go screw urself now. =)



What my horoscope says today:




Scorpio
The Bottom Line
Speak your mind! You've done your share of being passive. It's time to be bossy.


In Detail
You're going to have a lot of fun asserting yourself today and speaking your mind! You've done your share of being passive and letting other people screw things up, so now you are ready to step up and tell folks how the show should be run! And everyone is going to be eager to hear what you have to say. Making waves suddenly doesn't seem so scary -- in fact, it seems like a heck of a great way to spend a day! So get out your surf board and get ready to hang ten.



So true!

Sorry for being harsh in the post. Take it as an advice.

Mukah Head

Enjoyed the trip alot. Thanks to Ping for inviting me along. Had free barbeque, free jetski, free boat ride, everything free! How cool is that?!!! The best part was i hardly did any of the 'cooking', only pealing the prawns. haha. Thank god the guys were real gentleman and they did all the bbq-ing and nasty job like killing the crabs not to mention Ping of course. She was like a small kid so excited about everything, from bbq-ing, killing the crab, to picking up life shells. Ewwwwwwwwww. They were wriggling about. Though many mosquitoes bite me ( hate those blood-suckers, i had like 20 bites or more), but it was one hell of an experience. I actually sat in a speed boat and Ping took over the captain's position for a while, but her driving was rocky, nearly muntah. ( I really did Ping =S). We also swam in the sea, but of course i was more into the food. Ping pulak so interested in collecting shells. I dont see anything fascinating about those creatures though. =S. Alright, i shall let the pictures speak for themself. Fun! Fun! Fun!

Ping taking part in the action to start a fire. ( I was somewhere eating cheese i think =p)

See! Im just standing around. Observing the guys start a fire. =D. I call that supervising.

I did some work too! Pealing prawns!!

Food !!

Yum. Yum!

Really wanna thank Ping for calling me along and to the guys for making it such a fun trip. I was actually rotting at home. At least now, i learn how to start the fire ( i think i know kua) and I definitely know what to bring to a beach which is near a jungle ( mosquitoe repellent!!!!!!).

I miss you

Friends do come and go. The close bond will eventually fade.

Close friends, thats what i considered them to be, now seem to be a distant away. I guess they have diverted their attention somewhere else, to someone more important, cause im afterall just a friend. I don't blame anyone for anything, and as a reminder, i am not feeling down or sad about all this, just dissapointed. People always say that friends come and go from our lifes, and in the end, whats left is just our family.

'Example 1:
When your friend is married, it is quite obvious that less and less time will be spent together.

Example 2:
When your friend have found someone special, he/she will eventually drift away from you and focus his/her attention to that person.

Example 3:
The bond is not as closely knit as before.

Example 4:
You have been replace by another friend.

I guess what im trying to say is, I miss you and I miss the fun times we had together. Those days might never come again, cause sooner or later, we will all go our seperate ways. Thanks for being that great friend even though the memories were short. Cheers to friendship.

A night to remember

All smiles for me tonight.

The happiest part of tonight is not really about my birthday, but the fact that they were there to celebrate it with me. Knowing that they remembered was a winning ticket for me already. Seriously, it is. Even a simple wish " happy birthday " was enough to brighten up my day ( wait , i mean night ) . I know that im bad at expressing my emotions, maybe thats why warren says i am "heartless". But seriously i am really really happy about everything. It made me felt that i did matter. Honestly, after going to nilai, i felt that i have become distant from my friends. That is one of the reasons why i am always so eager to know the latest news going on, i didn't want to be left out. I know that it would be hard to maintain that close bond as i did before, but i just had to try. This night made me realize that they are still the friends i knew then, and forever will be what i would call " great friends ". I wanna thank von, cecilia, warren, kelvin, su yang, shaun and colin for this night. I was about to have salad for supper and then head off to bed but instead it end up being one of the most memorable night ever. Thanks people, much love.

Owh yea, pai seh people, im bad at "layan" my guest. =S.

I would also like to take this chance to thank my friends over in Nilai for remembering my birthday and singing the birthday song + ang song + chocholates before i head home for Penang. Thanks alot. Lastly, i thank my dad for getting me a new phone. Though i coudn't really express how i felt when he gave it to me, he might even think i didnt really appreciate it, but dad, if only one day i had the courage to express myself, there is much for me to say to you. Actually there is much for me to say to everyone. Im still waiting for that day to arrived.

For now, im off to bed. Love them loads - cheers to friendship.

The workout

Just got back from gym, to be more precise, RPM workout. I've finally decided to try RPM - recommended by Christ. Apparently, it helps to tone up your legs. =) Its sad to know that after all the effort you have put in, 4 months, and you are as good as back to square one. No longer able to lift the same amount of weights I used to, no longer having the tone body, and worst of all, my stamina has decrease sharply. But i guess thats life, all i can do now is to make the best out of this 2 months. So, gym, swimming and weight gainers will be my top priority this holiday. Wish me luck on that people. ^^

Tagged by Von

1 ) At what age do you wish to marry?
- 25 to 28 will be an ideal age i suppose.

2 ) If you have the chance, what would you probably say to your beloved one?
-You know you love me. =D

3 ) If you were to be stranded on a desert island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you?
- Kelvin definitely. Master of food. I bet he can come up with a good meal even though its just made of leaves and bugs. lol
- Tzin Yee . She will have ways to get us off of the island.
- Aaron. He can sing, so at least i wont be deprived of music.

4 ) Where is the place you want to go the most and with whom?
- Sunny california! with Chace Crawford. ^^ ( i know im dreaming)

5 ) If you can have one dream to come true, what would it be?
- To have all my other dreams come true. I know im greedy. =P

6 ) Do you believe you can survive without money?
- Hell No. I need money to buy FOOD, which is like the most important and essential thing to me.

7 ) What are you afraid to lose the most?
- Love ones.

8 ) If you win 1 million, what would you do?
- Get the hell out of Inti Nilai and fly to U.S.

9 ) If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
- hmm..No. I know its my lost, but my pride is too high.

10 ) List out the good points of the person who tagged you.
- Von. I shall not. Cause this is someone who can become perasan easily if you praise her. LALALALALA.

11 ) What am i doing now?
- What do u think. =.=

12 ) Which type of person do you hate the most?
- Type A personality guys, and unsincere people.

13 ) What is your ambition?
- Go into investment or something lidat.

14 ) What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
- If he/she give me the bad aura.

15 ) What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
- Family, friends .

16 ) Are you a shopaholic or not?
- definitely.

17 ) What do you see when you look into a mirror?
- Me!!!

18 ) Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
- No one.

19 ) What is your desired age to lose ur virginity?
- After i get married. I am that old school.

20 ) What are you afraid of?
- Lizards!!!!

I tag NOBODY.haha

Tagged by KIDDO!

1. Whats your ambition?
To be a millionaire by the age of 25. =D
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2. How often do you think of committing suicide?
Never cross my mind. =.= I love my life, why give it away?

3. Do you think you have enough confidence?
Honestly, NO. I always have the thought that im never good enough.
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4. How many babies you want?
2. A boy and a girl. =)
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5. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Yes. cause i;ve seen it a few times before.

6. What is your goal for this year?
Do something productive, get a tone up body ( i see flabs now. =S ), get good grades !
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7. Do you believe in eternal love?
No for now, unless i meet Chace crawford then YESSS. =D
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8*. What do you say about your life now?
Great! Im on holiday!!! What more can i ask for? No classes, no bugs, no LIZARDS, no boring inti nilai's food. ^^

9. What feeling do you love most?
Happy feeling la duh..

10. What are the requirements you wish from the other half?
Lets see, good looks like Chace Crawford, committed, funny, a gentleman at times but at the same time someone who would challenge me.
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11. Is there anything u wanna tell the ppl u hate?
Nahh, since i cant say anything nice to them, i shall not waste my breath then.
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12. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Of course. I love every single one of my friends. Life woudnt be the same without them.

13. What does flying means to you?
Erm, FLYING?
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14. What do you crave for the most currently?
To watch HSM 3!

15. Where would your ultimate vacation spot be?
Sunny California!!
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16. Describe the person who tagged u in 7 words.
An evil evil evil evil KID indeed. " You know you love me" =)
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17. What have you done to yourself make yourself happy?
Sing and watch 90210 + Gossip girl! =D
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18. What will you become in another 10 years to come?
Hopefully

19. What is your lucky number?
10! Anyone who is my friend should know this. If you dont, you shall NOW.
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20. What is your favorite food?
Eggs!
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I tag:
Anyone who is bored!
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Screwed - Big Time.

Many students are already enjoying themself but im still stuck here with calculus and socio. How do you expect me to study when so much excitement is going on. Im officially SCREWED. Yes, i am. Only god can help me now if he pardon me from all the sins that i have committed. =S.

History is repeating itself. It really is. Now i ought to worry.

Random

Couting down the days to finally return home. Seriously need to get away from all this crazyness of exams and tense aura. Thank god my lappy is still working to provide me with the daily source of entertainment. But at least life is still great, still getting my daily source of rice, found a new favourite dish ( dont know what is it called ), everyweek still getting gossip girl from our ever reliable movies provider, evil Tzin Yee, pancakes is still alive ( thank god) after all the torture kiddo has put it through, and not to mention the torture she puts me through. " Ang, ang, ang " , I thought the name lonely boy coudnt get any worst, but damm, the evil duo manage to come up with the name "ang" and a theme song "ang ang ang". =.= 2 months and i'll be clean again and i certainly wont be spotted at Jalan Pulau Pinang ( i think thats what they call it ). After all, im officially asexual. =)

Ok, i just realize how random this post is, but owh well, im a random person especially when im bored. Gona get back to my show now. Bye people.

Sign from god?

Back from the dead...actually not quite..finals in 1day.CRAP.
Weekends, was supposed to mug and bury myself in books. But as i said SUPPOSED, ended up hanging out and watching movies. Mom and granny came down to KL, so I sought of used that as an excuse to comfort myself for being so NOT-productive. Yay me. -.- But this all ain't a big surprise to me. I've never been someone to actually sit down and spend hours starring into a book. Its normally a combination of 1 chapter and 1hour of break. =D.

But you know when to stop when god himself tells you to. Ok, so this was what happened last Friday. My freaking laptop charger "terbakar" AND my laptop battery was "kosong". How bad could my luck be right? and then, i recalled my past activity for that week. I've been watching gossip girl season 1 again, even though I've finish the whole season. Rewatch center stage too. Of course i did study,but I'm not proud of how much time i spend mugging then relaxing especially when finals is like just days away. So, i guess god thought it was too much and there BURN my charger. Btw, I'm very superstitious. I take all this as "signs" from god.

Last time before SPM, the same thing happened. I was watching TV like 5 hours or maybe more per day. And its not like months before SPM, it was weeks, 3 weeks or so. Then, the strange thing happened. My freaking Astro player broke down. -.- It was only after 2 weeks, the person actually came and fix it. But thank god, at least i actually sat down and studied during that 2 weeks without the presence of my beloved TV. =D.

So people,please pray for me. Seriously, i need all the luck i can get. No joke. Thanks.=)

Mass suicide

The pressure is definitely on this time - Finals in 12 days, 2 computing assignment, csc tutorial and sociology test next week. Seriously, i thought the " American Education System" is liberal and relaxing, but, what im getting out of it is exactly the opposite. =S

But thank god our court trials is finally OVER!.=D

Our topic : Mass Suicide

No more researching for evidence, no more coming up with our testimony, no more creating evidence to back our story up, and no more discussions till 5AM. But honestly, it was one hell of an experience ( in a good way). It was super fun on the actual day. Being able to see the "lawyers " battling it out, us as witnesses delivering our testimony and being interrogated by the opposing lawyer. It was such an awesome experience which made all the late nights worth while. The court trials started at 2pm and ended at 10pm. In the end, it was all smiles for us, not really because we won the case, but of the fun we had working and cooperating as a group.

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The O.C

FINALLY! I've finished watching 4 seasons of The O.C. It started out as a normal teen drama series, which i thought was no where compared to Gossip Girl. But after watching a couple of episodes, i soon got hook onto it. Seriously, its a super owesome show! Loads of family values in it, love, affairs, basically a show which anyone out there can relate to it. Definitely a 10/10 rating if you ask me. =D So people, start watching!!

The Cast:

Pictures!

CGL Reunion.

Ex-cglians!

Blood Donation Campaign.

Our Masterpiece. =)

Ananda Bawan.

petrol sudah habis. =D

Notice kel's expression. ^^

Now notice yang's expression. ^^

Apartment Stay.

Kel's sex bed. ( JOKING)

Von's " i just wake up" face.

Warren's birthday.

Now this seriously looks wrong.

The outings

Here's another quick update before my blog is officially labelled as DEAD.

First of all, I would like to make a shout out to Mr.Warren Loh. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAN! [yea yea, i know i should stop with the wishes before it turns into bad luck like my monopoly luck =.=, but still wanna annoy you with it =P] Anyway, its not like everyday you turn 18. So, embrace the wishes. =D Its hard to imagine, but yes, our dear friend Warren havent celebrated any of his birthdays with friends. So, our surprise birthday plan turn out to be his FIRST! =)

Ok, now for my "Penang Stay" updates.
Well, basically its just outings. Attended CGL reunion by the beach. It was great, props to christ, the organizer. Then had apartment stay, though it was SUPER POTONG! The gang ended up doing Law Assignment! But overall, it was still fun. Manage to do some shopping with mum too. Desperately in need of new clothes seriously. Could have bought more, but sadly, my allowance still hasnt been cash in. =( Owh yea, played badminton with friends. FUN FUN FUN! =) Though i aint a pro, but badminton is always a treat. =D

The best part of all was being able to see my family and friends again. Was really happy because despite the tragedy which happened just last week, everyone was able to pull themself back together and move on with their lives. Friends are owesome as usual, Penang would be so dull without them, seriously. I've even learn how to play monopoly! So, now left pool, fishing and cs! Awaiting the masters to pass their skills on to me. =D

3.39am -------------off to bed. zzzzz.

Tagged by Mable

The last person to tag u is:
- Mable =)

What relationship of u with him/her:
- Lovers? nah, im just kidding. We are straight. =D Friends!

Your 5 impression towards her:
1. She's talkative at times.
2. Funny too.
3. Pretty! =D
4. Tall!
5. She will make a great friend. =)

The most memorable thing that he/she has done to you:
- Lets see, it will definitely be the "thingy" filled with our pictures. My "leaving Penang present". ^^

The most memorable words that he/she said to you:
- I miss you! haha

If he/she becomes your lover, you will:
- Love her till eternity! hahahahha. Im not a lesbian..just for your info..=D

If he/she becomes your enemy, you will:
- This has never cross my mind. Impossible will happen..=D

If he/she becomes your lover, he/she has to improve on?:
- Nothing. She's perfect the way she is. AGAIN, let me repeat. Im not a lesbian!

If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is?:
- I drag her on my food marathon?

The most desirable thing to do for him/her is?:
- Just being there to listen when she have probs. Thats what friends are for. =)

The overall impression of him/her is?
- She's a great great person. ^^

How do you think the people around you will feel about you?:
- I hope they like me? ^^

The character for yourself is?:
- Honestly, im still searching for my identity.

On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?:
- Trusting people too easily.

The most ideal person you want to be is?:
- Joe Jonas! Yes, he is a guy. But i like his smartness ( 4.0 CGPA ok!), ability to sing and compose songs , his pure( he wears a purity ring^^) and man is he HOT!

For the persons who care and like you, say something about them:
- They are all owesome people. Its a blessing to have friends like them. =)

Ten people to tag:
1. Von
2. Mable
3. Christ
4. Ashley.
5. Madeline
6. Joyce
7. Kelvin
8. Aaron.
9. Warren
10. Su Yang

Who is number 2 having relationship with?
- Hmmmmm, im not sure. sadly. havent had the chance to catch up with her on the latest gossip. =(

Is number 3 a male or female?
- Female.. like duh....

If number 7 and number 10 be together would it be a good thing?
-Lol..actually. they might just be a perfect match. But on the other hand. maybe not. they might be too sexually active for each other. =P

How about number 5 and number 8?
-Definitely the perfect match. One is quiet, while the other is talkative. =D

What is number 1 studying about?
-accounting.

When was the last time you had a chat with them?
1. Few days ago.
2. Its been a long long time.
3. Few days ago.
4. Few days ago.
5. Its been a long time.
6. Just now.
7. Few days ago.
8. Yesterday i think.
9. Yesterday.
10. Its been a long time too.

Is number 4 a single?
-yes.

Say something about number 2.
- i miss her alot! cant wait to meet up again. =(

A Twist In Fate

This is by far the most frightening nightmare I've ever experience in my life. Because it was real. It was one of those things where we only see in movies, and even so, it was bad enough. Now to make it come to reality but with a bigger twist. It was so unbearable for me, what more for the others. I woke up this morning, telling myself that it was just a nightmare, nothing more that that. But then, it struck me again, that it wasn't. It was suppose to be the most joyous event ever, but it end up being the worst. Till now, i still cant erase the picture of the whole event in my head. The words keep replaying, the images keep flashing. Its so scary, but it has already happened and there is nothing anyone can do about it. This will definitely be a memory that will haunt us all, till when? I don't know. But i guess forever. I had a choice to skip the whole event, but i chose to attend, i wanted to see for myself, but even someone as heartless as me broke down. It was seriously something so bad, so unexpected, so unfair especially to "them". This event has definitely change my perspective on life. We will never know what is installed for us ahead. One day we might be rich the next day poor, one day alive, the next day in heaven. All we can do is to appreciate what we have right now and make the best out of it, never ever take anyone for granted, never ever complain about your life right now, and most importantly live each day as if its your last cause seriously, you will never know what tomorrow will be.

Lastly, you will never be forgotten. We all love you. I just wish i could have got to known you.


p/s: please don't drop any comments about this post in the chat box. it was just a post for me to express some stuff out. thanks.

Quick Updates

Here are some quick updares..and sorry to dissapoint you Ed, but you wont be reading about Joe, Chace, the club guy or any scandal in this post ..My life have been quite boring this past week, thanks to Socio. But, im proud to say.. its finally OVER!..=D

So, spend the whole day watching The O.C! Not as great as Gossip Girl though, but its alright. Manage to finally watch my all time favourite dance show ------- Center Stage ^^. And owh yea, i've finally started joining clubs but there goes my 9 bucks! So Adventure Club, AUP Club and Leo Club it was for me. Sports havent decided yet. Its either gona be Swimming or Tennis. =D

Looking forward for the weekends to come again. --- Badminton and more singing ! and of course the queen size bed, the fridge filled with snacks and drinks, the good food, the clean and bug-free bathrooms, and not forgetting my fav cousin and my aunt and uncle. =D A sense of family. But i am really eager to get back to Penang to spend time with my mom again. Havent talk to her in a while and plus living in a house alone with 2 dogs aint the most "happening" place to be. Did i mention my dad has gone to Jakarta to work? He finally got a job ! =D

More updates coming soon. Till then...

Gossip Girl - Season 2!

Gossip Girl Season 2 is back!

Gossips, Scandals, Hot guys, Hot girls, lifes of the elite, clubs, liquor!

Everything is back! Expecting greatness from season 2. So hopefully, it won't let me down. =)

The premier of Season 2 was great-full of scandal already. =D


Not forgetting the cast! Without them, GG is nothing. Seriously.

Serena

The Queen Bee - Blair

Jenny

Dan

Chuck

Last but not least - Nathan - me love.=D

The best weekend =D

This was one of the best weekends ever since i step foot into Nilai.

Mom and grandma came down to KL, then went to Genting on Sunday. Though i didnt follow them, but it was still a great weekend overall. Me, bro and cousin had the whole house all to ourself. So, it was me and my bro's responsibility to drive ------ a manual car. =.= Thank god my first attempt to drive it was way better then my bro's. He actually forgot to release the clutch. Ad expected, we could hear the oil burning, but we coudnt see the car moving. I guess after that experience he was kinda freak out, so he kept pushing the "driving part" to me. But be rest assure, i didnt even mati enjin the first attempt. Not bad right? ^^.

Dominos it was for dinner. Then later that night, we went to the club for a game of badminton. Seriously, i regret not warming up and stopping any form of exercise since i left Penang. My butt, legs and arm muscle was all aching. But, it was real fun plus i havent sweat this much since like a year? lol. Planning to make this a weekly exercise. Swimming too. =D And the rest of the night was helping bro draw anime characters for his gaming project. Thank god Ash was there to help too. You owe us big time bro. =.=

Started to learn guitar. Was inspired by "camprock". Joe Jonas is just way too hot. =) But seriously it aint easy, hmm, or isit just me. =S

Planning to review all my piano teory and practical end of this year during the 2 months break. Suddenly inspired to start playing again. Its been years since i last played on the piano. And dance too. Missing those times when i had like 3-4 dance classes per week. I just realize how inactive i am now compared to those days. =(

So, heres my plans for the year end holiday:

- Work part time at dominos [ opposite my house only. =D]

- piano lessons

- dance lessons

- swimming twice a week.

- badminton

I plan alot ahead. Lets just hope i can stick to it. =P

My current obsession =D

The Jonas Brothers:

Joe Jonas ( the perfect guy plus pure. =)

My fav cousin - Ashley:

My not so fav bro - Jason =P:

My "masterpiece":

Ashley's masterpiece:

My American Dream

My dream universities.

University of Virginia & University of Chicago.

A dream which i really hope will come true. Though at one point in my life, i was really demotivated to even think about going to the states to study. However, now everything has change. When i was in form 3, i was already having this crazy idea of transferring over to the states to continue my education. But sadly, my family wasn't that well off. So, the plan failed. Then when i was in form 5, my mom totally cut off my option to go to US to study. She said, we cant afford it, why not go to Aus or NZ instead? From that moment onwards, i threw this dream away, and started a new one. My focus was all about Aus and NZ. However, a miracle struck. I was back on track with the old dream. Was this meant to be? Was it fate? The impossible happened. My American Dream started once again. And now, I'm very sure that this is the path i want to take. Thank god i chose to come to nilai and obtain my free education. =) No regrets. I'm starting to really like this place.[ i still HATE the BUGS though, i don't think i will ever like them.]. Friends here are great as well, ain't selfish, instead very helpful. It wasn't as what i expected it to be. [ seriously, we must never ever judge people whom we don't know. cause they might turn out to be great people after all. =)]

So, here are some pictures of my dream universities.

University of Virginia

University of Chicago

Lastly, i just wanna be part of them. =)