The kid in me

Another great day at gym...

Gym is the only place i can really be a kid again..somehow it brings the really really FUN side out of me..i guess its also due to the fact that i have lst and christ as my gym buddies..lst really makes me act like a freaking lunatic..and I'm not exaggerating it..seriously i can do unimaginable stuff..

Example:

- we would race ourselves to christ's car just to get the front seat ( it happened at raffe)

- we would play with the fitness ball at the gym, throwing it at each other, using it as balls to kick around ( there's a video in christ's blog about us playing with the ball and acting like complete idiots.......im not proud of it )

- we would push each other to bang the wall ( lst started it btw, i just couldn't help but attack back, i call it, self-defense..lol)..

So i guess it can be concluded that the only sane one among us 3 is christ..that's right..christ tan..

but..but..but..she do have her "FUN" moments too..and my my..its worst then any of our "fun" moments..haha..reason?..she would laugh hysterically to herself..NON-STOP!..it can go on and on and on forever..i do have a video of her doing so..but sadly..she disallow me to post it up..sigh..

Presenting the orange duo:

Looks like they are trying to camouflage with the wall. Notice..the wall is orange in colour too!..=D Or are they wearing what we call COUPLE TEE???.JOKING JOKING!..If u are reading this christ..i said JOKING..

Attention-------- LST and CHRIST are NOT together..i repeat NOT together..just wanted to kacao them thats all..=P...

Mix emotions

Seriously, at this point, this moment, this very instant, im feeling happy, sad, confuse, angry all at the same time. Firstly, my lappie is giving me probs again. I cant even listen to songs cause apparently theres somthing wrong with my audio configuration. Besides that, the scroll section on my touch pad aint working. Before i send my lappie to reformat, everything was working perfectly fine except it was kinda slow due to the virus. Worst of all, now i cant even sign into my msn!!..=( ..so yea...im piss piss piss!!!...

Ok, for the confuse part, its basicaly about someone or should i say "several someones"..One of them is a memory which i could not let go for a very long time..i guess its due to the fact that i was the one who chose to end that relationship..reason?..well..that..i will keep it to myself..I noe that i shoudnt be bringing this up after such a long time cause its pointless, but once and for all, i just wanna open up to everyone a little more bout myself. The truth was, i did regret breaking up cause he was the first person, actually the only person i truly like. And when i found out he had move on, i was really upset and mad at the same time. We werent even friends at that time, and for some reason, i hated him. But then i realize, whats the point of hating him when the truth is, i was the one who chose this path. And the girl was really really a nice person. Seriously, she was. She was pretty, kind, friendly, bubbly and overall perfect. The only thing i was dissapointed was how could he have move on so fast?..i know he would eventually, but i just didnt expect so quickly. As im writting this post, i do feel more at ease. This would be the first time im actually talking bout my past, one of my dark secrets which i swore to myself never ever to reveal. I guess i was scared of what people might think and say or say behind my back when the truth is out. I was also scared of what my friends would think, how stupid i was? how pathetic i am?.. But now, i dont really care anymore and its not due to the fact that im leaving penang. Its more of a way for me to finally move on, a way of letting go and just letting out this feeling which i had all this while. Its also because of him, that i wasnt able to open up my heart to anyone else. Nobody came as perfect as him to me. ( u all must be wondering what i see in him..call me stupid..call me blind..i woudnt tell..but there are..and one day in my blog, i might just blog it out..) If u ask me right now, do i still have feelings for him, well honestly i still do slightly. But im starting to move on cause thats what i should have done all this while instead of burrying it down inside of me and waiting for a miracle to happened. One day, if YOU ever read this post, i would like to tell you that you really made a very big impact on my life, i know we only together for less than 3 months, but the fact is u did. I wish you all the best in yout future plans. Peace out..^^

Now u all must be wondering who the "several someones" are right?..well, if you haven't notice, my style is not to review who him or they are, i wanna share a part of me with u all, but not everything..lol..ok well, i do have a slight crush on a couple of "him's"..i noe i sound damm play right now, but hey.its just a crush..dont think it will become anything serious either cause im leaving so dont think i really got the chance to find out if "him's" have a crush on me too..lol..

I bet u guys should know the sad part..so dont think its necessary for me to elaborate any further..

Last but not least, the happy emotion!..The only thing im really looking forward at the moment is the KL and Pangkor trip with my dearest friends..Von...Ping..Colin and Shaun..^^ cant wait..=D..

Im glad that im finaly able to really let it all out..and i appologize to all my close friends cause i wasnt able to tell u guys about it..i just wasnt ready at that time..

14th June 2008...

Happy birthday Alyn!!!

Me, von, ping, grace, christ, alyn and chung kye went to Mr.Pot to celebrate Alyn Tan's 18th birthday. Javen, yu wei and another guy( sorry..i dont really know your name =S ) join us later. Alyn was looking smoking hotttt in a dress and heels accompanied by chung kye who was wearing a punjabi shirt exposing his chest..lol..

The cake:

The birthday girl:

The guest:

Later that night, me, von, christ, ping and lst went to sega at upr. We were kinda troublesome, keep changing places. At first, we sat outside, but then it was too hot, so we went upstairs. But there werent enough place for all of us, so we went downstairs again. But the aircond wasnt working..=.=..so we end up goin back up again..Thank god, the waiter was kind enough, he help us join up 2 tables. Shaun and Colin join us later on. I spend 10 bucks on a milkshake which was recommended by LST. He said it was very very nice, but I didnt quite like the taste. So, there goes my 10 bucks..=(

After that, we went to Sepo Kiu for food!!..=D..we ate lok lok and BIFI burger!..It was superb..seriously its the best burger i've ever tasted..^^..Went back late that night, mum wasnt asleep yet cause apparently i forgot to bring out the housekey so she had to wait up for me to get back. Luckily, she wasnt giving me the " Jan, u r so in trouble" look..phew..=)

- will post a picture of BIFI burger stall soon..^^

My friends are famous?

According to Colin, this is his very own shop, or should i say very own clothing line..lol..Well, this pic was taken from the branch in 1-utama. But according to him, there's another branch in KLCC.( i don't know how far that's true btw cause i don't think there is..=.=) So im gona make a shout out right here " COLIN GOH!..i demand for my free clothing!! ^^"







That's right, " Shaun the sheep "!..hahahaha...of all animals..he was compared to a sheep..=.=...Aint as masculine as he expected huh?..lol..but look on the bright side, you got ur very own cartoon show..^^

Kung Fu Panda

Surprisingly, i actually enjoyed this show alot. I thought it was going to be some stupid cartoon show which would totally bore me to death, but it turn out to be really...i mean SUPER DUPER FUNNY!! At least this time, my 6 bucks wasn't wasted..and yea..i manage to get it for 6 bucks with my Inti student card, and owh ya..manage to get it at student rate for Shaun too even though he didn't bring his student card along. Guess my " charm " work!!..hahahahaha..^^

Jack Black really done it once again..I first notice him in the movie " School of Rock ". That movie is really one great show, full of comedy and at the same time he plays the guitar and sings in it too!!

Presenting ...................................JACK BLACK as PO!!!..^^

PROM NIGHT

I've been anticipating to watch this so called horror movie "PROM NIGHT", which i expected to be full of suspense and drama drama drama!..but sadly, it was such a huge disspointment..sigh.. When i watch the trailer, cold shivers were really running down my spine, but when i watch the actual movie, it was like some saturday morning cartoon..and to top it all of..i had to pay 4 bucks of taxi fee to get from gurney tower to gurney plaza cause it was raining..and another 8 bucks for the ticket coz apparently the student price was only valid until 6pm..sigh..

But thank god the actors werent too bad themself..and i was actually attracted to the murderer!..yes..im serious..the murderer..lol..his eyes are kinda attractive..LOL..

( Johnathon Schaech )

see!..his hot aint he..^^..

Weight gain marathon

Though im still underweight, but who cares, im gaining weight and thats my main goal right now. Thanks to my loyal GNC weight gainer 1850, im actually 50 kg as to date!..was bout 46kg previously, so basicaly i gain 3 kg in 2 weeks!..=D.Going to gym was the right choice too. Had my doubts at first to be honest, cause friends keep telling me that goin to the gym is to lose weight and i will end up looking like a stick. But luckily i followed my instincts, and hooray!..good news for me!..Actually in a way, all those " constructive critism" was a blessing in disguise for me, if i havent been put so down by it, im sure i woudnt have done anything to gain more weight. One in particular had said i look aneroxic..=.=..that im way too thin..that i look pale and sick..=.=..but well, i cant do anything bout my skin colour...unless i go for a tan or sunbathe more often..but to hell man..i like my fair and pale skin..it was pass down to me from my parents and im proud of it even though some say it looks "sickly"...

Owh ya, gota thx my gym buddies too!..CHRIST and LST..gym would be hell without them..seriously..christ---dicipline and motivated...lst---happy go lucky( but i always end up looking like a total lunatic whenever im with him..=.=)..

Heres my loyal GNC weight gainer 1850:

My gym buddies: