A new chapter has begun

Visitors to my blog, feel free to skip this post. Its more of a self-reminder sort of post.

Surprisingly, when i woke up this morning. I felt a whole lot better. Thoughts like " I could have done better", " If only I haven't switch the answers", "If only I haven't panic during the exam" were running through my head the whole night. But then, I remember what my uncle said, "If only - Then everyone would be a billionaire by now." If only people knew what to do before committing their mistakes, then failure wouldn't even exist in this world. Everyone would be - perfect. So, yea, I am not screwed up. Nor will I ever be. I might not achieve certain things now, but I will eventually. From now on, I'm definitely gonna stop pressuring myself because its done no good to me, in fact just more damage. But, I must add, my aims, goals, and dreams are still there. =)

One last thing, screw those "l" who do not go through and discuss the answers for exams. How are we students suppose to learn from our mistakes when all you do is "collect back the papers"? Private and confidential? BLAH. If this is what education is all about? Then erm sorry to say, you definitely screw up big time. muahahahaha.

A new chapter in my life has just begun..=)

Screwed Up

Totally screwed up.

I've never screwed up any exam as badly as this before. Let me define bad. 90% probability of getting less than 5 marks out of 20. That's how bad it is. Well, there's always a first i guess. Goodbye CGPA, goodbye to all my dream universities. Though I might not sound that depress about it, but trust me. I am. There's no point crying over spilled milk anyway.

Thank god setbacks have become a part of my life. For instance, 2 days ago, received another bad news from my mom. Apparently, the economic downturn is starting to take effect on our lives. I shall not elaborate. Family matters stays within the family. =) I just hope this stormy period in my life will end asap cause god knows how much longer I can suck it all in before i eventually explode.

I need to find inner peace with myself now. Chaoz for now.

February 24th 2009

Today, February 24th 2009, I finally realize how freaking BAD my English is. Seriously, it is. No wonder my mum is always bugging me about my tenses and spelling. Now I know.

Correct spelling : Writing
Jan's spelling : Writting.

Correct spelling : Disappointments
Jan's spelling : Dissapointments

Correct spelling : Grammar
Jan's spelling : Grammer

You get my point? And the list goes on...... sigh

Okay, another important incident related to this date involves a SCB member. You know who you are. Remember, by 2020, I am sure you will have at least a baby girl. =)
Wanna hack my account and delete this post? Dream on KID!

Pictures from Awards Ceremony

Enjoy:

Rise for the " big shots"

Lecturers in graduation gowns ( I think that's what it is called )

The incomplete pic of SCB's and CA's

Cheese =)

Amazing Race - INTI

Part of my dreams of joining the amazing race has been fulfilled. =)

Though it ain't the real thing, but I must admit it was quite fun and tough indeed. We ran for like 6 freaking hours from one destination to another, it was right-left, right-left. Definitely a test of stamina and in my case sadly i have bad stamina indeed. Felt sorry to MJ cause I kinda slowed him down. Sorry man. =S. I shall start sports soon - IF I can find the time. This week has been one hell of a week. Rushing to finish assignments and studying for tests. But I have no regrets on joining this event, it was an awesome experience even though there were some complications in between. The organizers must have overlooked some important detail, but overall, it was great. Anyway, its only organized by our very own students. What more do you expect from them? Perfection? Well, they are still learning.

Note to self:
- improve my stamina-what happened to the good old days where exercise was a routine 3 times a week? =S
- definitely ain't ready for the real deal. =S
- burn the midnight oil tonight. crap, and I'm still here blogging away.
- get more sleep next week. - panda eyes are like super panda-ish.

Lastly, mua am happy with myself. Proud I survived the gruelling challenge. And I'm not such a slacker after all. At least, I do try to participate in activities organize by the clubs though exams were on the line. Crap again. But owh well, that's me. I'm never one who plans for the future much. Anyway, as I've always said, life is just too unpredictable. Living life to the fullest is my MAIN priority. Cause what if tomorrow never comes? Will you be able to leave in peace? Have you even considered it? I have. Though for now, my answer is definitely NO. But I'm trying to fulfill all the little things in life that are often taken for granted. Whether I succeed or fail, that ain't important as long as I've tried. So maybe I am in fact a deviant. Yup, I said deviant and not different. Why? haha.

Will I survive?

A dream about to be fulfilled;

A nightmare awaits me;

And breakouts.

Crap

The Green Knights

Pro-environment! The 3R's, reuse, reduce and recycle.

The green knight's gathering night turned out to be rather fun. My intention was just to drop by, eat, then leave. But was later drag into playing a game called " diminishing habitats". So, I ended up staying for the whole event. Though the turn-ups were quite disappointing, but credits must definitely be given to the committee especially those in charge of food. The food served was by far the best compared to other gathering nights which I have attended in Inti Nilai.

We were playing this game called " diminishing habitats". I was supposed to be disqualified in the first round. But it seems that nobody would get disqualified. Instead, it was "hugging the tree" as punishment.

Me hugging the tree.