I've just been in Inti Nilai for about 2 weeks plus, but somehow i manage to destroy my reputation in this limited time frame..=.=..Besides the incident which i had mention in my earlier post ( the part where i looked like a complete lunatic carrying 2 bags full of laundry, looking compltely lost ). This time, it is worst. I've been blacklisted by a english lecturer. In fact, a senior lecturer who is going to retire end of this year. According to my seniors, he is the best english lecturer not to mention lots of experience. And i was actually very lucky to have him as my lecturer. Many wish they had him, but sadly, his classes are the smallest with not more than 30 or isit 25 students. Anyway, yea, i was in his class and everything went well untill he mention " we are going to have SATURDAY classes " . This was a big NONO to me, cause i've accepted the fact that every friday my class only ends at 6pm, which means i can only get back to my uncles house or penang after that. But the saturday class was really something i coudnt accept, so i decided to switch classes. I know that if he finds out, he will have a really bad impression of me and i cant blame anyone for it cause it was the path i chose. I admit he is the best english lecturer, no doubt, and its my lost to change classes. But i'll definitely work hard and make sure i succeed to in which ever class i am place in because i have faith that all the lecturers in Inti Nilai are good and dedicated.
Its really strange how things turn out. In Inti Penang, i woudnt wanna sound boastful or anything, but i THINK i did leave a good impression on my lecturers. But here, not such a good start...=S..Already a lunatic then now this..lets hope it dont get any worst from now on..( i have a feeling it might cause if the lecturers are expecting for hardworking students who are always super attentive in class, then i'll be first to get screwed..=P)..But hey..thats me..i want to score good grades but at the same time make college life a journey i would remember for ever..a fun and wonderful journey..
I've seriously learn alot in this 2 weeks..and thats what i want college life to be..a step in life which would make me a better person..( the biggest fear which i manage to get over is BATHING WITH BUGS..!..)..and another making the first move by asking people..especially directions..cause i admit..i dont have sense of direction..=P
Cant wait for tomorrow night, goin back to PENANG!!..=D..
Thursday, July 10, 2008
Saturday, July 5, 2008
New Chapter In My Life
The moment i step into Inti International University ( Nilai ) , I knew that a new chapter in my life has begun. A new challenge that i must face. For the first time in my life, I got to be independent and stay in a hostel far far away from my parents. I admit all this while i was sheltered, pampered and protected from the harsh cruel world. I had my own bedroom, I didnt have to do housework ( except for folding the clothing =p), I had transport wherever i go, etc ( the list can go on and on and on ). But now, everything is different. I share a bedroom with my roomate , Jie Hui. I got to do my own laundry and believe it or not, i dont even know how to use the washing machine!!..I have to bathe in a public bathroom which is full of flies ( huge grasshoppers, flies, big red ants ).
The first day in INTI NILAI..
Honestly, it was one of the worst day in my life. I was feeling homesick, missing my parents and friends alot. The only thing that kept my mind of everything bad was orientation. We were divided into groups. We had to come up with a group name, group cheer and we played team building games. It was actually fun but some of the games were really lame. But as soon as i got back to my dorm room, i started to picture my friends and the memories we had together. I wouldn't deny that i did cry that night. I couldn't imagine living in this condition for more than a week, what more 2 YEARS. ( yup, its 2 years unless i get into a ivy-ivy league university which is completely IMPOSSIBLE =.=).
The 2nd day-4th day..
Things were getting better. Made more friends..had more fun..attended orientation night and American Independence Night..I realize that inti is actually very happening if we actually join the events and clubs.
The 5th day..
"Showtime" day.. had to perform out group cheer, inti song in the most creative way and lastly our invention from a piece of blank A4 paper..everything went well and we WON best invention..^^..surprise cause it wasnt superb..but give props to the presenter..he really did a great job in entertaining the crowd with his hilarious presentation..The whole event only finish at 1am...although was extremely tired but still got laundry to do. So I brought down 2 bags full of laundry..had to walk 4 floors down..=.=..and the worst part was our block didnt have a washing machine yet..so the guard directed me to block J (Jenner)..when I reach..a senior told me it was spoiled..so she directed me to the block opposite block J..but apparently it was the GUYS block..so i wasnt allowed in..so was then directed to block E which was extremely far away. I kind of got lost on the way, didnt really know where it was situated. So i stop at a block ( which was block F ) and ask for directions. I was asking the guard, but then this guy ( he was quite cute =p) who was sitting nearby answered me instead. He told me that this block was F. I really look like a completely lunatic i guess. Cause later on when he and his friends walk pass me, they turn and look at me. So, guess my first impression in inti is a freak..sigh..
Today...
Uncle pick me up to overnight at his house. Finally a sense of home at last. ^^. Went to Sunway Pyramid cause apparently my uncle had to meet up with some friends. So shop around with my cousin and ended up buying some stuff for bla bla bla. =D
Gona upload some pictures of my hostel room soon..
The first day in INTI NILAI..
Honestly, it was one of the worst day in my life. I was feeling homesick, missing my parents and friends alot. The only thing that kept my mind of everything bad was orientation. We were divided into groups. We had to come up with a group name, group cheer and we played team building games. It was actually fun but some of the games were really lame. But as soon as i got back to my dorm room, i started to picture my friends and the memories we had together. I wouldn't deny that i did cry that night. I couldn't imagine living in this condition for more than a week, what more 2 YEARS. ( yup, its 2 years unless i get into a ivy-ivy league university which is completely IMPOSSIBLE =.=).
The 2nd day-4th day..
Things were getting better. Made more friends..had more fun..attended orientation night and American Independence Night..I realize that inti is actually very happening if we actually join the events and clubs.
The 5th day..
"Showtime" day.. had to perform out group cheer, inti song in the most creative way and lastly our invention from a piece of blank A4 paper..everything went well and we WON best invention..^^..surprise cause it wasnt superb..but give props to the presenter..he really did a great job in entertaining the crowd with his hilarious presentation..The whole event only finish at 1am...although was extremely tired but still got laundry to do. So I brought down 2 bags full of laundry..had to walk 4 floors down..=.=..and the worst part was our block didnt have a washing machine yet..so the guard directed me to block J (Jenner)..when I reach..a senior told me it was spoiled..so she directed me to the block opposite block J..but apparently it was the GUYS block..so i wasnt allowed in..so was then directed to block E which was extremely far away. I kind of got lost on the way, didnt really know where it was situated. So i stop at a block ( which was block F ) and ask for directions. I was asking the guard, but then this guy ( he was quite cute =p) who was sitting nearby answered me instead. He told me that this block was F. I really look like a completely lunatic i guess. Cause later on when he and his friends walk pass me, they turn and look at me. So, guess my first impression in inti is a freak..sigh..
Today...
Uncle pick me up to overnight at his house. Finally a sense of home at last. ^^. Went to Sunway Pyramid cause apparently my uncle had to meet up with some friends. So shop around with my cousin and ended up buying some stuff for bla bla bla. =D
Gona upload some pictures of my hostel room soon..
Sunday, June 29, 2008
Yesterday
It was suppose to be the best day..
A day i would remember for a life time..memories which i will carry along with me whenever i go..
The day..
Started out great..went to watch "wanted" with LST..was kinda disappointed with the movie though..i expected greatness..but somehow all the stunts were just to fake..however the story line was not too bad..there were twist to the truth..^^
After the movie..met up with Ping and Woen..den we headed of to the beach for bbq..played jet ski with Grace..fun fun fun..=) Had to leave early for my family dinner..miss granny so much..she gave me an ang pow..my uncle gave me some money too!..=D..
The night..
We all decided to hit the clubs once again..since most were in the clubbing mood..was having fun at first..but slowly the emo period set in again..tried really hard to forget about all my issues and problems and also the fact that it might be my last night seeing them in a long time..somehow I just couldn't.."it" got worst when the dance floor in mois was crowded by people which makes the whole club even hotter..so..i decided to leave mois and christ suggested we head for glo instead..cause it was much cooler there..had some drinks from LST's friends..felt much better at that point..
But once again.."it" set in again..and i end up acting like a complete jerk..=S..
The place...
After having supper at Subaidah with friends..we headed up to Tanjung Bungah Hotel..
We chat and talk about the good old times..although i didn't really join in..wasn't in the mood..but there were still some amusing parts..lol..
But it was when i talk to my friend..that i completely lose it..felt like a complete jerk..I'm really sorry to all of you who were affected by it..an act that i would never forgive myself..
This 2 weeks have been a tense week for me..it could have turn out different..but for the first time ever..i could not hide what i felt..usually I'm good at sucking everything in..but somehow i just couldn't..
But i do hope all my friends remember me as that fun..happy-go lucky person..i don't mean to be " perasan "..and forget about how strangely I've acted this 2 weeks..[ i bet this is the first time anyone ever seen me being so "strange " before ]..
Thanks to Ping too for all your advise and being there to listen to all my problems..sorry if u had to listen to it all night long..but all this while..i couldn't open up..and when i finally could..i just had alot to say..you had wanted me to know the answer so that i could move on..you had wanted to help me ask..but thank god I didn't do it..after hearing the last bit of my "story"..you concluded that i should just act like nothing happened and move on with my life..and also to hold on to this friendship which is so much more important than getting to know the answer..as you had convinced me..in the end..i did gain something..it might not be for long..but even for a moment..that's satisfying enough..you told me to be satisfied and i will be..=)
Thanks to Von too..u understand how i felt..and yes..a miracle is what i had hope for..but I'm a person who doesn't believe in miracles nor a fairy tale ending..this world is too cruel..and as i said "KARMA"...there are some bits and pieces i haven't told you about..and i will..don't worry i definitely will when i have the time to..=)..So for now..i want you to be happy too..don't be sad that I'm leaving..cause hey..i will be back before you know it..^^..and don't be sad about that matter any more..it might be very hard to let go..but you will eventually..
So..I've finally end the chapter of my emo period..today i will be who i was all along..the person you all have came to known.
A day i would remember for a life time..memories which i will carry along with me whenever i go..
The day..
Started out great..went to watch "wanted" with LST..was kinda disappointed with the movie though..i expected greatness..but somehow all the stunts were just to fake..however the story line was not too bad..there were twist to the truth..^^
After the movie..met up with Ping and Woen..den we headed of to the beach for bbq..played jet ski with Grace..fun fun fun..=) Had to leave early for my family dinner..miss granny so much..she gave me an ang pow..my uncle gave me some money too!..=D..
The night..
We all decided to hit the clubs once again..since most were in the clubbing mood..was having fun at first..but slowly the emo period set in again..tried really hard to forget about all my issues and problems and also the fact that it might be my last night seeing them in a long time..somehow I just couldn't.."it" got worst when the dance floor in mois was crowded by people which makes the whole club even hotter..so..i decided to leave mois and christ suggested we head for glo instead..cause it was much cooler there..had some drinks from LST's friends..felt much better at that point..
But once again.."it" set in again..and i end up acting like a complete jerk..=S..
The place...
After having supper at Subaidah with friends..we headed up to Tanjung Bungah Hotel..
We chat and talk about the good old times..although i didn't really join in..wasn't in the mood..but there were still some amusing parts..lol..
But it was when i talk to my friend..that i completely lose it..felt like a complete jerk..I'm really sorry to all of you who were affected by it..an act that i would never forgive myself..
This 2 weeks have been a tense week for me..it could have turn out different..but for the first time ever..i could not hide what i felt..usually I'm good at sucking everything in..but somehow i just couldn't..
But i do hope all my friends remember me as that fun..happy-go lucky person..i don't mean to be " perasan "..and forget about how strangely I've acted this 2 weeks..[ i bet this is the first time anyone ever seen me being so "strange " before ]..
Thanks to Ping too for all your advise and being there to listen to all my problems..sorry if u had to listen to it all night long..but all this while..i couldn't open up..and when i finally could..i just had alot to say..you had wanted me to know the answer so that i could move on..you had wanted to help me ask..but thank god I didn't do it..after hearing the last bit of my "story"..you concluded that i should just act like nothing happened and move on with my life..and also to hold on to this friendship which is so much more important than getting to know the answer..as you had convinced me..in the end..i did gain something..it might not be for long..but even for a moment..that's satisfying enough..you told me to be satisfied and i will be..=)
Thanks to Von too..u understand how i felt..and yes..a miracle is what i had hope for..but I'm a person who doesn't believe in miracles nor a fairy tale ending..this world is too cruel..and as i said "KARMA"...there are some bits and pieces i haven't told you about..and i will..don't worry i definitely will when i have the time to..=)..So for now..i want you to be happy too..don't be sad that I'm leaving..cause hey..i will be back before you know it..^^..and don't be sad about that matter any more..it might be very hard to let go..but you will eventually..
So..I've finally end the chapter of my emo period..today i will be who i was all along..the person you all have came to known.
Thursday, June 26, 2008
Sorry
Cindy, Chia Chyn, Janke..
Im really really sorry that i ppk u guys this morning..sigh..
Seriously ashame of myself for not being able to wake up to meet up with you guys..
Im sorry..but whatever it is..i must meet up with you guys before i leave..
Sorry again..
Im really really sorry that i ppk u guys this morning..sigh..
Seriously ashame of myself for not being able to wake up to meet up with you guys..
Im sorry..but whatever it is..i must meet up with you guys before i leave..
Sorry again..
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
The truth will prevail
Longing to know the truth..
Curiosity really kills...
I admit..I'm ego..
I've tried so hard to prevent myself from liking you more than just a friend..
But I guess this is karma..some sort of punishment from god..
I've never like anyone for a very long time..
And i was happy with my life the way it was..
Until you came along..
You always put a smile on my face..
Just your presence is comforting enough..
Why did you treat me so well at times?..why??..
Why did your actions made me feel special??
I was seriously blinded..
I couldn't differentiate fantasy and reality..
I only see what i wanted to see..
But now..its quite clear to me..
you treat all your friends the same way..
you are a good guy..a good friend..
But i just couldn't understand some of your actions?..
And it was because of this actions..
That as time pass by..i started to slowly fall for you..
I cared for you more than just a friend...
Guess this isn't important anymore..
I've really tried to forget about all this and just go on with my life..
But the more i try..the more emo i get..
And the worst part is I'm leaving next mon..
No doubt..i know its pointless to tell you..
But I know i must..i just must before i leave..
This post has nothing to do with my previous post..so don't try to link them together..it is 2 different matter..
Curiosity really kills...
I admit..I'm ego..
I've tried so hard to prevent myself from liking you more than just a friend..
But I guess this is karma..some sort of punishment from god..
I've never like anyone for a very long time..
And i was happy with my life the way it was..
Until you came along..
You always put a smile on my face..
Just your presence is comforting enough..
Why did you treat me so well at times?..why??..
Why did your actions made me feel special??
I was seriously blinded..
I couldn't differentiate fantasy and reality..
I only see what i wanted to see..
But now..its quite clear to me..
you treat all your friends the same way..
you are a good guy..a good friend..
But i just couldn't understand some of your actions?..
And it was because of this actions..
That as time pass by..i started to slowly fall for you..
I cared for you more than just a friend...
Guess this isn't important anymore..
I've really tried to forget about all this and just go on with my life..
But the more i try..the more emo i get..
And the worst part is I'm leaving next mon..
No doubt..i know its pointless to tell you..
But I know i must..i just must before i leave..
This post has nothing to do with my previous post..so don't try to link them together..it is 2 different matter..
Monday, June 23, 2008
Clubbing
Sorry for the late updates..
Well, last saturday, went clubbing with my friends again..ping..von..grace
met up with more friends at the club..this might actually be my last time in a long time that i would have the chance to club again..unless i decide to hit the club this week..
Was at glo..then to moise..then back to glo again cause moise closes early..had fun though especially in moise..was really surprise to see su yang there too..he was like a boy high on drugs..dancing like nobody's business and he even unbutton his shirt!..shocking!..lol..
After all the partying, we headed for supper at dobhy gaut also know as "sepo kiu"..talk and talk till it was 5 stg in the morning..ping and grace overnight at my house..and we had hours of girl talk..^^..found out a little more about each other and realize that we were actually very much alike..[ you know, i know ^^] .. but i was really glad that at last i was able to open up to them..didn't intend to but somehow it just seem like the right time..
All i ask for now is an answer....peace out..
Well, last saturday, went clubbing with my friends again..ping..von..grace
met up with more friends at the club..this might actually be my last time in a long time that i would have the chance to club again..unless i decide to hit the club this week..
Was at glo..then to moise..then back to glo again cause moise closes early..had fun though especially in moise..was really surprise to see su yang there too..he was like a boy high on drugs..dancing like nobody's business and he even unbutton his shirt!..shocking!..lol..
After all the partying, we headed for supper at dobhy gaut also know as "sepo kiu"..talk and talk till it was 5 stg in the morning..ping and grace overnight at my house..and we had hours of girl talk..^^..found out a little more about each other and realize that we were actually very much alike..[ you know, i know ^^] .. but i was really glad that at last i was able to open up to them..didn't intend to but somehow it just seem like the right time..
All i ask for now is an answer....peace out..
Friday, June 20, 2008
KL & Pangkor trip
3 days 2 nights,
2 days KL. 1 day Pangkor...
So, firstly, we went to Shaun's grandpa's house..next we pick Ling Yi up from Taylor's college and headed to Jon's place..
Later on, Ling Yi's friends drop by Jon's place to join us..we ended up going to Sunway Pyramid for food and SHOPPING!!..pity the guys..they had to follow the girls to shop..after that we went home for dinner..Jon's mom is really really a good cook..she cook fried rice and curry chicken for us..i only ate the curry cause i wasn't that curry..and my my my..it was so good!..the best i ever had..seriously..=)
That night, me, von and ping turn in early, too exhausted. 3 of us cramp onto a queen size bed..or so it was suppose to just be the 3 of us..in the middle of the night..shaun suddenly came onto the bed and further make the cramping even worst..=.=..
The next morning, me and ping woke up very early..couldn't really sleep comfortably..but we went back to sleep later on..basically, i was waking up every half hour due to movement, noise and the cold air cond..
That day, we went to midvalley for more shopping..=)..poor thing for the guys again..if u just see their faces..sorry guys...After that, we went to giant( i think its giant..=S) to buy liquor..end up buying a bottle of absolute vodka rasberry flavour to drink at night..
That night, we played card games by the pool side while drinking the vodka..we also swim in the pool for a while thanks to the guard =.=..he didn't allow us to swim cause apparently it was too late..so we continued with our game and more drinking. Everyone ended up a bit tipsy , only Ling Yi and Shaun were still normal..Jon puke and literally slept on the ground..he couldn't really stand up..Von couldn't really walk properly ( she obviously couldn't walk in a straight line)..Colin, well i dunno about him, but he just didn't seem " normal " to me..lol..while Ping was abit tipsy..she told me herself too..said that she was a little dizzy at the same time..and for me..i puke 3 times..thanks to all the gas in my stomach..was too hungry before i started drinking..sigh..but it was still the best night though out of the whole trip..=D
The next day, we wanted to start out early to Pangkor, but sadly, we couldn't wake up..so ended up leaving KL in the afternoon bout 12 stg to 1..By the time we reach Pangkor, it was already 5 stg. We had nasi kampung which was absolutely delicious, maybe its cause we were too hungry. Then, we rented bicycles for RM3 per hour and rode around the roads..lastly we went for canoing..it was really really fun..had difficulties moving at first, but me and ping soon learn the tactic..^^ Now comes the stupid part, me and ping decided to change places..=.=..and the worst was we did it in the middle of the sea..=.=we thought that the canoe was very stable because shaun had earlier said that it would not overturn..but my my..it did..and guess what, we fell into the sea..but luckily, we had life jackets on and we could swim..so we swam back to shore..wanted to save the canoe but it was filled with water..sooooo..screw the canoe and safe ourselves!!!!!!..=D..after that, we went to buy ikan billies, he bi etc..we took the last ferry back to lumut and headed home..
Here are some pictures of the whole trip:
[that's what the guys do when we girls are shopping..pity them..=P]
[detachable colar?..lol..]
2 days KL. 1 day Pangkor...
Me, Von, Ping, Colin and Shaun started our road trip to KL about 6.30am...we intended to sleep in the car on the way there, but somehow, we couldn't..we were wide awake the whole journey there..by the time we reach KL, i dunno bout the guys, but for the girls, we were super duper tired..but still..the plan got to continue..
So, firstly, we went to Shaun's grandpa's house..next we pick Ling Yi up from Taylor's college and headed to Jon's place..
Later on, Ling Yi's friends drop by Jon's place to join us..we ended up going to Sunway Pyramid for food and SHOPPING!!..pity the guys..they had to follow the girls to shop..after that we went home for dinner..Jon's mom is really really a good cook..she cook fried rice and curry chicken for us..i only ate the curry cause i wasn't that curry..and my my my..it was so good!..the best i ever had..seriously..=)
That night, me, von and ping turn in early, too exhausted. 3 of us cramp onto a queen size bed..or so it was suppose to just be the 3 of us..in the middle of the night..shaun suddenly came onto the bed and further make the cramping even worst..=.=..
The next morning, me and ping woke up very early..couldn't really sleep comfortably..but we went back to sleep later on..basically, i was waking up every half hour due to movement, noise and the cold air cond..
That day, we went to midvalley for more shopping..=)..poor thing for the guys again..if u just see their faces..sorry guys...After that, we went to giant( i think its giant..=S) to buy liquor..end up buying a bottle of absolute vodka rasberry flavour to drink at night..
That night, we played card games by the pool side while drinking the vodka..we also swim in the pool for a while thanks to the guard =.=..he didn't allow us to swim cause apparently it was too late..so we continued with our game and more drinking. Everyone ended up a bit tipsy , only Ling Yi and Shaun were still normal..Jon puke and literally slept on the ground..he couldn't really stand up..Von couldn't really walk properly ( she obviously couldn't walk in a straight line)..Colin, well i dunno about him, but he just didn't seem " normal " to me..lol..while Ping was abit tipsy..she told me herself too..said that she was a little dizzy at the same time..and for me..i puke 3 times..thanks to all the gas in my stomach..was too hungry before i started drinking..sigh..but it was still the best night though out of the whole trip..=D
The next day, we wanted to start out early to Pangkor, but sadly, we couldn't wake up..so ended up leaving KL in the afternoon bout 12 stg to 1..By the time we reach Pangkor, it was already 5 stg. We had nasi kampung which was absolutely delicious, maybe its cause we were too hungry. Then, we rented bicycles for RM3 per hour and rode around the roads..lastly we went for canoing..it was really really fun..had difficulties moving at first, but me and ping soon learn the tactic..^^ Now comes the stupid part, me and ping decided to change places..=.=..and the worst was we did it in the middle of the sea..=.=we thought that the canoe was very stable because shaun had earlier said that it would not overturn..but my my..it did..and guess what, we fell into the sea..but luckily, we had life jackets on and we could swim..so we swam back to shore..wanted to save the canoe but it was filled with water..sooooo..screw the canoe and safe ourselves!!!!!!..=D..after that, we went to buy ikan billies, he bi etc..we took the last ferry back to lumut and headed home..
Here are some pictures of the whole trip:
[model: Lim Shaun Jin]
[model: Colin Goh]
[colin helping von with her bags]
[weird sunshades..dunno how its gona block out the light with all those holes in it..=.=]
[Ling Yi teaching the guys how to wear that bare-back top..what can i say...guys got no clue bout woman's clothing.]
[Mi..Re..Do...=D]
[acting like kids..]
[this is the reason why me and ping nearly frost to death..=.=]
[that's what the guys do when we girls are shopping..pity them..=P]
[detachable colar?..lol..]
[sorry shaun..but u were our manequin..haha..this was what we were all laughing about btw..=D]
[gaying around..thats shaun and colin btw..i have gay frens..haha]
[me and von..=)]
[jan and ping...=)]
[ The people who made the whole trip fun & interesting ...=)]
I wanna appologize to everyone cause i was kind of emo during a certain time...i've never acted this way before but somethings were just too much to handle..coudnt suck it in anymore..sorry if you guys got worried..
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