The truth will prevail

Longing to know the truth..
Curiosity really kills...
I admit..I'm ego..
I've tried so hard to prevent myself from liking you more than just a friend..
But I guess this is karma..some sort of punishment from god..
I've never like anyone for a very long time..
And i was happy with my life the way it was..
Until you came along..
You always put a smile on my face..
Just your presence is comforting enough..
Why did you treat me so well at times?..why??..
Why did your actions made me feel special??
I was seriously blinded..
I couldn't differentiate fantasy and reality..
I only see what i wanted to see..
But now..its quite clear to me..
you treat all your friends the same way..
you are a good guy..a good friend..
But i just couldn't understand some of your actions?..
And it was because of this actions..
That as time pass by..i started to slowly fall for you..
I cared for you more than just a friend...
Guess this isn't important anymore..
I've really tried to forget about all this and just go on with my life..
But the more i try..the more emo i get..
And the worst part is I'm leaving next mon..
No doubt..i know its pointless to tell you..
But I know i must..i just must before i leave..



This post has nothing to do with my previous post..so don't try to link them together..it is 2 different matter..